Sometimes I really hate the things you do. You make me sad and I don't want to admit it but it's true. I'm mad. And stressed and very upset and I just want company god damn it. I'm sick of spending days alone in my room reading or doing homework. I don't know what to do with myself. fuck you. I wish you just tried to show that you cared or something. I'm always thinking of you and going out of my way to try and do nice things for you. And I know you don't ask for it. I want to do it. I just wish you wanted to do the same thing for me.