Relevant

I will always, always love and connect to this song. It's so relevant in my life and so beautiful and so sad. I don't know how to explain it (nothing makes sense, nothing makes sense anymore), but I struggle with loving myself. In some ways, I feel like this song is about that. The acceptance of who I am. And I really do want somebody to love me for who I am. I want to be me and feel free and happy. I want to love myself, I want to be unashamed. To embrace me and my life. I feel like this whole thing reminds me that it's okay to be human and have feelings. It's okay to have a bad day or to be scared and want someone to hug you. It's okay to want someone to love me. I want you to love me. Do you love me? I think I'm finally beginning to love myself.

Landing on floating island of the gods

Landing on floating island of the gods without invitation, form of deafness exemplified by reckless flying. Long lost loves caught in the tempest, as my wings clipped back in an unnatural manner. This twist of fate and foreign weather has left me without my feathers. Am I a chicken ready to be roasted? Surprise, surprise, because I glance into the ethereal waters. Surprise, surprise, because here I am staring into the silvery liquid. Too deaf to speak my own words, I open the mouth inside my head. It says: “Daaamn! Who needs feathers anyway? I look like some serious gourmet shit.”