Today my mom told me that she wished she could somehow be here to bring me raspberries and I wish so too. I just want to be near someone. I just want a hug. I just want to do something for me but I can't. It's a curse. I wish I could just walk right up to you and kiss you because I miss you so much but I'm always scared you'll get mad at me or something. I wish I could call you up and have you come over but I'm scared you'll tell me I'm feeling sorry for myself. I just want to be near another human being. I hate being alone.
I miss my mom a lot.